The Blog of denialsworld

I don’t feel guilty.  Does that make me a bad person?  I love him yet I like the other guy more.  And though I probably won’t go out with him the fact I like him more than my boyfriend means that I might meet other people I like more. I made out with him.  And I enjoyed it! So sue me?  And I don’t feel guilty.  Right now I’m happy.  An attractive boy with a lip piercing and make-up and a skateboard liked me enough to walk with me while kissing me as we were pushed out the Academy by our friends.  I feel good, about myself and in general.  I’m happy and isn’t that the main thing? Right now I’m glad my boyfriend couldn’t go to the gig, because otherwise I would not have had such an amazing night with my best friends and all my new friends, I wouldn’t have even met him!  I might feel bad later but now I’m happy.  And I don’t care.  Fuck it.